It's been another week of sleepless crappy nights and pain in my neck, arm and back.....my shoulder is doing that stinging thing and I guess it does not bode well for my rotator cuff...I've been out of muscle relaxers for 4 days and miserable since...I am not sure that I am ready to talk to the Doc tomorrow...I think my 'bad news room' is all full up for this year already.
I do love the Doc though, he is the best. He ordered me a bone stimulator but the insurance company denied it....there hasn't been a long enough period of no bone growth....I guess 10 months doesn't cut it....I informed them that they were not the primary for the first two surgeries and they can pull those records to see that there has been no bone growth for all those long crappy months. My appeal has been filed with the Medical Review board....la-de-freakin'-da.......I am really tired, tired of the pain, tired of the stress, tired of the insurance, tired of the co-pays, and tired of it all. I believe that I am in need of prayer. I've been operating on the premise that this is God's plan and that there is some lesson I need to learn or some suffering that I need to endure to fulfill that plan but I am just a weak whiney human, not sure how much more I am supposed to endure......Now that was a colossal WAH, WAH, WAH!!!! XOXOXOXOXOX - AL
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